Hi guys, I have a terrible headache today, it feels like my head is going to explode... Sadly, it's a familiar feeling.
Thanks for encouragement and caring thoughts. Every situation is unique and unfortunately no "one fits it all" solution exists. Each of us needs to find his own way out of the messes we created with our spouses.
I have been trying to contact a MC all morning today. I figured that it seems we cant do anything on our own so why not use all the help we can get. I am waiting for her to call me back to explain the situation and see if she thinks she can help.
H (yes I purposely took out the ax) called once and asked what is wrong with me. He said he could tell on the phone I am in a sad mood. He said "it's about us, your usual self, upset and not telling me what it is". I had to try really hard to explain it is not about "us" the way he is thinking of. Nothing is the same anymore.
This weekend he said he is taking the kids as usual. So, there is no plan to meet more than what usually happens: at drop offs and pick ups of the kids... K
