I have been around, just not much new to report. Saw H on Monday, but very briefly (like 30 secs) when he dropped off cigs and money for the BK payment. He did give me the most beautiful smile. But haven't heard from him since.

In the meantime I am just busy at work, and w/ D12. I had to pull overnights from XH during the week because he is not taking care of her, and we were getting complaints from the school. Its hard enough w/ her ADHD, but then he is not structuring her time like the C suggested, so cie la vie.

At any rate, life in general is keeping me so busy that it is insane, but I am not complaining...less time to think ;\)

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..