I've been thinking hard how to handle this situation. I cant find a solution. I dont know how to let go and just do this. But I cant keep complaining about it. It's my choices that brought me here.
kalni..I am convinced beyond a shadow of a doubt that the key to all this is time and patience. Gforce's sitch is a prime example I think. The more you look for a solution and try to "fix" things then the more I think that solution will evade you.
Letting go is the key..and keeping all those emotions at bay is the real "key"