Just journaling.........went to wedding with h, had a great time...I asked him to dance...it felt so good...but we had nothing to talk about as we danced...I find we have nothing to say when we are alone..oh we talk work, kids, church..but that won't build a r much less a m.....are these all the signs that he does not have any interest in me period....that he's only being courteous as I am the mother of his children....his brother told us he is getting m over Thanksgiving..wants us to come to Maryland..said i was welcome as I am still a member of the family...but how long is this going to go on??????????? I know, I know..the only way I am going to know for sure is to ask........I jsut needed to vent and re ask these questions again.
He was so kind at my Aunts funeral..he and sil sang...so beautiful......my sister was bent that he helped, but he told his sister that he is still married to me....
