Thanks LL for opening my eyes again to not feeling guilty all the time.....so many emotions...
H called me at work the other day about health ins...I carry the family as it is cheaper..son no longer on it..well he said he can get his own for about $40 a month, and I can get my own for about the same, so we should look into dd getting it through university, and we could save some money..well..of course..doubting Sue hangs up and says to coworkers "Do you suppose this is one way to slowly get rid of me?"We each carry our own ins.....they said if you can get it that much cheaper...why not. Why do I have to automatically assume he has a reason for every little thing..when he took his ring off and I asked "does this mean the m is over, he said no"..then why did you take it off..I did not say that...he did sit by me tonight for a church supper before meetings and studies...we talked about kids...things in general...so I will hold onto the faith that he is not at the end of his journey..whatever it may be.
