Things are settling down...not sure that's good!

[Amy M]

Sandi!!!! I have missed you this week. I'm sorry it's been such a tough one for you, but I'm really glad maybe your H can get some relief. I'll be praying for him. We haven't talked about your D lately. How's she?

Thanks for checking in on me. I'm doing better. I feel good even if I can't stop being his friend. God will work this all out. H can't marry OW until he and I are D, so, we'll just see. I know he loves me...even if he doesn't know it. That's why it's hard to let go, you know? But, I can't make him see anything...so, I just have to move forward with my life. I'm trying!! God's helping me a lot!!!

Love you so much!!!

TxMom,

Glad you found us! I'm not too good with the clues! So sorry you are sad tonight. It does get easier. I know that's hard to imagine right now...I've been where you are more days than I'd like to admit. But, there are days when life feels good. In fact, one day last week, I almost felt like my old self again.

I know it's not much comfort, but most people I talk to say that the younger the kids are when the D occurs, the easier it is for them. So, I try to take comfort in that...at least my littlest man may not have severe issues resulting from this nightmare. Your girls may do fine as well. The one thing I do know is that they will do better if you can remain strong! Take care of you anyway you have to. Don't call if you can keep from it...that will help! I'm proud of you!

Amy