LL..I kinda know what you feel about people always saying think of the spouses that have lost someone..it is true that is final..they don't have to wonder as we do.
The anniv came and went..saw h that day with dd as she was trying out a new car..he just asked why I was not working..I said I had taken whole week off..I cried some tears for the past and the unkown future, but made it through...Thanks for asking..my birthday is the end of month, suppose he might give me a card for that???He did get me a Christmas present last year..so who knows..am I gonna sit around and mope about it..nope cause I don't expect anything and if I do..great.
