Ill take all I can get from all of you. Im in a very depressed confused state, my Therapist tells me too much hurt has transpired between W and I and he sees no reason why we should try to make it work, my heart tells me that I still love her and want to make our family work. My biggest fear, I feel that the relationship will be the same as it was for the past 22 yrs, lack of passion, disrespect, fights over money, love making only when she felt like it, etc, etc. I just dont see my wife changing to the point where it will be a loving relationship, I feel that my affairs have been the results of a wife that was only interested in herself and I was just the FINANCIAL security.
The big news I have decided to end the relationship with OW
Ill start my telephone with Michelles office next week.
Thanks for all your help, boy I needed, at times I feel like jumping over a bridge.
