Good morning (by the time you read this) K. I have missed your posts but I understand the need once in a while to retreat. You are in a position that many of us would like to be in or would have liked to be in. However, every situation is different. I find it "interesting" that your motivation to lead is not there. I am not criticizing you by any means...just trying to understand if that is possible. I decided a long time ago that all I wish for the people on these boards that I have grown fond of is happiness. I am just one of many I am sure that really hope you find that happiness.