Where do I begin?

[runningoutoftime]

As long as your kids don't mind shelping between parents.... or perhaps you can let the boy live with dad since teenage boys do better with a male parent in the home.

Chances are, even after the D you will still be lonely. Don't assume that will change your loneliness. In fact, it will probably get worse because sometimes your kids will be with their dad. And, if you decide to date again, boyfriends, over time, tend to come and go...

But I can understand your frustration, sadness and anger.