Just got knocked off...and had a long post!!!oh well... church sermon was about anger today..pastor talked about not holding on to anger when the sun goes down...there is reference in the Bible to that...he also said that while some anger that we have is for real problems, but that alot of it is for silly things..and to sort and let go of the things that are really not that important.
I was in the office and h came through to leave..he said something about" thats it..I gotta leave"..so I said is everything ok..and he vented to ME...short and sweet, but this is from someone who does not express his feelings. He was running the sound system and some guy that we really don't care for..Mr know- it- all, his son was going to play the baby grand, and he put a mic in it and had the top open..h said we never open the top, except for a special pianst..now that was a minor thing..but you have to know this guy..so I just said to h"let go before the sun goes down".. he kinda smiled and left. He could have gone out another door..he could have said nothing...just when I think he really wants me out of his life or at least out of our m,my faith comes back and tells me that he really is not complete with his journey and what he really wants..but I need to stop assuming that everytime he's in a mood, that it's because of me or us....this roller coaster ride is making me dizzy..
