CM..just posted over in your thread..thanks for the words..and of course they are worth saying...I know you are right when you say h would probably not go..just that in one of our talks last year h made reference that we always did the same..Fri,night movie and if he said he was tired or just did not want to go..he could sense I was disappointed, so he went..I think he was/is a pleaser..for the most part easy going..but I can see the past months that he says no to things...
You have been s a long time..I have not read all your threads, but you sound strong..you have to be to go on that long..I hope that you are going forward with your life..doing fun things for you..I take it you have grown kids also..it seems easier than to battle as some of the younger people here.
Thank you for pointing out my blessings..that is something I try to remember each day..when I look around at others, I feel like having a broken m is nothing compared to what some people are dealing with.
Went to church this morning..was just sitting there and h came in and sat down for a minute..we talked about this and that..thought he might sit with me, but he had been at 1st service and was running the video for kids time..did chat as a group afterwards..I asked him again if he would hang the blind...have not seen him yet. So a positive..h sought me out...he had no real good reason to..except maybe he wanted to!!!! I sometimes look at him and wonder what he is feeling ...why he seems so unsure... he says he likes his job..loves the church work...we have two great kids..have each found our own outside interests..what more does he think he might be missing...from a past statement about the ff hopping into bed with another man before she is d, says to me that he's not partakng in another woman..so who knows...again I will wait..but I will live!!!
