hi Bob..what did you fix for dinner..it would be so nice to have someone else cook for a change.. Over on CLS fans post he mentioned how it is us, the left behinds that have to watch every word we say, move we make and it is so true, that we have to revolve around what our s want..and that is ok..as long as each person is ok with it..right now I have nothing that all of this is holdong me back from..I will continue with my life the same as if h were here and things were ok..now many people are not content to do that for very long..but how long is too long?
I worry too much about what other people think..but I have gotten much better over the past year.
Did call h last night to see how Dr.apt went with mil..she is having heart problems..had a stress test and they will call her right away if anything bad...ha nd I talked a little about my visit with pastor..he did not know we were going..told him she asked how I was doing..if I was ok with the way things are..I told him what I said to her. He had no response..it could have sparked a conversation, but it did not. We are suppose to go to our video club sat night, but we are both not happy with the guy "running" it..he wants it to be a therepy..let's all go around the circle and talk..I just want to enjoy a movie and discuss it with a group of people, not be forced to talk about stuff that doesn't even relate to the movie.
