PNT...I think you are right on..thank you for coming by..KAW thanks so much..the breakfast was good..I was nervous going in, but she has a way of relaxing you..she did start out by asking how I was doing..with everything that is going on..am I ok with the way it is..I said I was ok, but of course I would like it to be back to h and I together....she did tell me that he has not talked to her about us since last year, that it is pretty much church stuff and their own frustrations about things..also said that she would never tell anything that was said..which I knew anyways..we then got sidetracked on to something else relating to h, and I never had the chance to go back to a little more detail..
I really think you are right, KAW and maybe h is as scared as I am, yet I think he knows that I want our m to survive,I call him..I still wear my rings... and that's what leads me to believe that he either does not want it, or is not sure yet. A few people have indicated that they don't know what I am waiting for..I am waiting for h to decide what he wants..does that sound weird, or like I am afraid to move on wihtout him..cause I am not afraid..just want to respect what he asked for last fall..and really the time thing can't be a factor..sometime when he seems in a talking mood, and I get real nerve I will ask..until then I wait..patiently..
