Thank you so much for checking in on me, it makes me feel really cared for! It is so nice to visit my thread and see you here.
Still nothing from h. I am very detached though, I had one minor panic today where I thought perhaps I should have just left things but then I just thought that I really cannot go on pretending nothing is going on. Other than that I haven't spent much time dwelling at all. I have started feeling pretty 'done', it is hard to carry on now really, however I don't think I am quite done yet, but it may not be long. I have spent so long beating myself up and now I am reading to carry on growing as a person and I am starting to think it is his loss...
I have decided that I am going to start dating again. I went out on a date on Saturday which was nice but then I found out he had a girlfriend so I have backed right off. However, I have been sent chocolates in an attempt to be wooed which is quite funny. So I am not going to actively look but if things come my way I am not going to say no. It is strange to think that a few months I thought I was on the shelf...
I met with a really old friend tonight who I had lost touch with. I met her the other day at the train station and we went for a drink tonight. We used to play the Recorder together as a duo so we are going to start up again. We will both be pretty rusty but hopefully will improve. She was a WAW (she's 10 years older than me) so interesting to speak to her although I didn't feel I could quiz her too closely yet, but I will.
Mishka, the preparations for the Royal visit are going well. I am making sure that I get Evian water and Diet Coke as these are her favourites! It is so exciting. It is drawing nearer as it is on the 25th.
Lisa, I haven't heard the M&S ad. How exciting! I'm looking forward to choir next week.
