Hey everyone! I was off yesterday and spent it with my D16. We went shopping, had lunch, and visited my parents. My parents are renting an RV for Thanksgiving weekend and we all are going to Oklahoma. It will be a fun trip! I am looking forward to it.
Faith - your H sounds like he is seeing the light in the fog. Keep it up!
Hope - I feel for you and your desire to make contact. I want to contact my H every day but I fight it and try to occupy my time with other things.
ALL - I would be just as confused as you are!? H is definitely mixed up on his feelings. Keep GALing! That is what will keep you sane.
As for me......today I saw on OW myspace that she changed her profile pic to a halloween pic of my H and her. I was devistated. I had to close the door to my office until I composed myself. I sat here and just prayed. Prayed for him to come home and to stop this madness. I prayed for OW to disappear off the face of this planet. I prayed to not hurt anymore. I prayed that I would be ok no matter what.
T2L - I'm game for new years! I would drive down just let me know when!!!!
Me35/H35 D16/SS14 M-1yr/known H 18yrs 1st Bomb: 4/26 OW35 2nd Bomb: 8/17 OW21 Moved out 8/21/08 H filed D on 9/9/08
God determines who walks into your life...it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
