The weather is rainy and mild, but it cleaning off for the weekend. It is going to be a great weekend to ride, so I think I will go riding.
You know I have been a little down today. You have helped me bring up my sprits up. I guess I am coming down off a Happy High. The last two weekends with W has been so great for the two of us it's hard to realize my sitch is not over. But I guess it like eating your favorite food and not having any more. So you miss it.
I am missing contact with W. I know I need to give her space and time to think. I just do not want to quit. I will have another weekend with her next week and the 4 day Thanksgiving holiday. It is just hard to wait.
I hope that tomorrow works as you have planned. I hope that you can get the same feeling I have had the past two weeks. If you do you will be energized. If not you will try again.
