Thank you so much, tomato. I have written to H in our dialogue sessions in the past that one strength I have is the willingness to load up my family on my back, so to speak, and carry them through any troubles.
I just got a new Devotional book today, going to try it out tonight before bed. Thought I should focus myself a little more...
Thanks for the prayers, my sister has me up on the prayer wall at her church. I could use all the help I can get! Again, thanks for the support, T.