Point taken everyone on not obsessing so much about every little move that H makes. I have just been feeling so drained and hurt. I still don't know how the next week is going to play out, but am feeling a little calmer., and yes this is going to be related to how things went with H tonight, but I've really just needed some normalcy, even if it doesn't last. Now it's been nearly 2 weeks of pleasant interactions, so this is a really good start...
So got home, was going to work out to clear my head (elliptical machine in our back shed). H said that he was going to do weights back there, so I said I'd wait as I didn't want to crowd his space. He said it was fine, and we worked out in the same small space. Then we watched a bad movie together, sat pretty close to each other on the couch, and joked around. There have been several comments made about our house etc., but still no discussion on the living together/not living together front. I guess I'll ride it out still...
Tomorrow my goal is to really get engrossed in work again. I think that is what could end up helping me a bit...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
