CM..just posted over on yours..thanks for the boost..I know that it all looks great..so many positives..but or I should say..why can't I just be content with the progress..most days I am, then those strange thoughts invade your brain saying let's get moving on this..let's decide if you still love me...I have always been like that..I want it fixed NOW...that is where my patience has really come into play..I am very proud of myself for the changes I have made..I just need them to stay and not slip backwards.