Trying2live-Post #4

[AllW8SBF]

Well I struggle with the whole world revolves around them thing because that is probably one of H's needs and if I don't do it then he's not going to get it from me.

Now the dance class will never get easy. It's not like some of these dances classes where you learn the specific moves, like "pie", "curtsy", we learn a new routine, like we could be the dancers at a Madonna concert. Where we learn a new routine every 2-3 weeks. She takes a song and breaks each step down. We are doing a dance to Bad Girl by Danity Kane, it's a 4 min song we only got through 1 min 30 the first day. So it takes a while before we learn the whole dance. It's really cool I love it. It kills several birds with one stone, I learn to get my moves on, I exercise, I learn a dance, and get sex appeal.

You know I know we are not supposed to dwell on what they say or do, but you know, sometimes the simplest things annoy my husband. Like yesterday he was annoyed that when he came around the corner I had my one foot turned under while I was standing, looking very unconfident. And then He bought a new bed and it was delivered yesterday. He says did you see the new bed, I'm like no I didn't get upstairs yet, so I go up and he's long ways behind me, I lay down on it. He got pissed, he's like that's my bed, you don't realize what you just did. I apologized but it's like he gets mad and I'm just supposed to know what made him mad.
And then he asked me to help with taking the frame apart to put the old one back so he could return the new one and get money back. So I did, well he needed me to pull the onside when he pulled this lever, I did, so then we got to the other side I did it again without him asking and he got mad. I'm like you asked me to do it on the other side, and he's like I didn't ask you this time.

It's like I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't - do any of you feel this way ever?

Ok got to go. Chat later.