Yes you're right of course about reading into everything that my H does...I guess it's hard when you know someone so well that you do know what makes him tick, and you come to associate certain actions with certain emotions. In any case I will do my best to assume that everything is fine, not outstanding and reconciled fine, but fine and OK until/unless I get an indication otherwise.
I am doing my best to do GAL from the house in terms of making my own plans for the weekend(s), and that is probably good for both me and him. Weekdays are harder due to the commute. You are of course right about the PMA though. I am torn on staying at the friend's house for a few reasons. One of them is that I actually want H to ask me for what he wants and know that I will listen. If he wants space, he can ask for it and I will be more than happy to oblige. At the moment I really don't want the space. I think this summer in Poland was very, very damaging for us in terms of not seeing each other. The other reason is that I have seen the situation start to improve over the past week, but it's very fragile...it seems to get better the more time we spend together though--at least at this point. However there is a really good chance that starting next week I will be spending more time at the friend's as she is leaving for 3 weeks...
Thanks for the 2x4 and checking in on me. I know you are right about me driving myself insane. I am really, truly going to work on this.
Glad you are doing so well Daisy!
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
