I know you are totally involved in your sitch at this time and you do not need anyone interrupting your focus, but I need your advice or at least an ear to talk too.
The last two weekends with my W has been absolutely tremendous. We made a huge jump forward. I have been feeling unbelievably great and happy, until last night. W called and we talked for about 40 minutes. She repeated to me how great the last to weekends were. She felt like Cinderella with her Prince Charming. At that least that what she called me last night. This part of the conversation was really good. I had sent her an email expressing my thoughts about the past weekend, include a short poem that I had made up for her, and attached a song "Unchanged Melodies". I asked her if that was too much and she said at first she did think it was too much until she heard the song. She said the song was one of her very favorites. She said that she does want me to send her something like that every day, however.
She said she still does not know what she wants. She really likes her independence and that she has a lot to work out in her mind. She does not want to have any sex with me right now, because she feels if she does I will think she is coming back and she does not know if that will happen. She loves the dancing in the living room and the bath I made for her was really great. I told her that I truly want her, but only if she really wants to give it to me for the right reasons. I said I really want to reestablish our emotional bonding first then the physical can come later.
I guess that after what happened between us the last two weekends it has given me a false since of confidence. This morning reality has set in. We are not out of the woods and the last 2 weekend were great, but we still have a long way to go. Like I said in my last post to you I should not expect anything more than what I get right now. I should practice what I preach. LOL
If you do not mind could you give me your thoughts on this? Am I going down the right track? Is this all for not?
I need some of your inspiration or validation if you have any.
