Wow Lisa. Well done. I have stopped DBing too pretty much, although I think reading what you put, I should have been even braver. Thats interesting timing, I hope you get to see him on Friday afterall.
So you asked him for this help and he respinded and said three times that he had been thinking about you? Was this on email? Thats interesting isnt it, you woildmt have known that ! he had gone really dark on you. Whats wrong with people??? It frustrates me so much that people are afraid to just be honest, open, say whats in their heart, they run around all fearful and closed off. I'm sick of it, life is too short!
Amazing after everything that you stood holding hands. He really doesnt know what he has done or why or what he is doing, does he. THats what strikes me. THeres no clarity in him, hes a lost boy.
Well done for not dbing again, seriously. You saying "not to forget about me" is a goodbye is it? As in, yuo were telling him you accept he's with her? Interesting that he said he never forgets about you.
As for lunch.. was that his idea? It IS a big week you know, everything is coming to a head.
I can hear in your tone that you are a bit down. Do you think he is 'gone' or was it inconclusive?
Glad you posted at last, we were all a little worried about you, Al xxx
