I e-mailed H yesterday in the end to ask him for his help with this thing I need. it took him a while to respond but when he did he said he'd help me and also said three times that he'd been thinking about me and wondering how I was. We also saw each other at a networking event last night. He looked lovely, and it was funny because the usher took me in to be seated and the only seat left was next to H.
He told me about how it's hard to get motivated with work. He didn't seem completely happy in himself, but I asked how he was and he didn't say anything apart from about his work. I asked how his holiday was and he said it was just short and nothing special. I didn't ask anything else.
We talked quite a bit about family and friends, and football (of course). I didn't DB him at all. I asked why he didn't contact me over the past few weeks and said that I'd needed him. I said that it was nice to see him and that he could take me for lunch on Friday if he wanted to. He gave me a long hug when we said goodbye and we stood in the station for a while holding hands and looking at each other. I told him not to forget about me, and he said he never forgets about me. There were a few times when I thought he might say something to me, but he didn't. Then I kissed him on the cheek and went home.
Anyway, that's about it really. It was nice to see H. I really needed a hug and he gives good ones.
