I know MC . I have talked the ears of anyone who will listen and all the time I am waiting to hear them say ...he will be back.....he does not know what he has lost..... but really I need to shut up and GAL.
Went back to gym tonight and did a workout with a friend and I am sore already. Not looking forward to tomorrow. It was nice being back, i have only been a way a couple of weeks but have been missed. I have lost so much weight as well. Got the endorphins jumping anyways.
I have had a good day today and it is nearly over..... sleeping pill here I come. Why do we fall in love ~!!!!!!!!!!
One of my fears is never having someone to sleep with again. Stupid really cause I only ever moaned about snoring and nocturnal noises when we did share a bed. Ha Ha.
Got to remember I have a lot to be very thankful for. I sort of envy you having your wife still around a bit, cause you can show her how you look etc but then I don't envy you when you get no response. SPM told me to look good when around H, so that he remembers how i look good. Now no contact . that is hard to do.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
One thing i have learned is that no matter who you are, rich , poor, famous or infamous the pain is still the same. Nothing alters the intensity of emotion of a LBS. We all travel the same journey.
