But trust me when I say when he does go I will be here crying and posting. It just is and it will hurt like hell.
No!!! This is what I don't want! This means you aren't detached at all. I totally understand these feelings, but I guess I don't want you to have them, because it means you will hurt.
And that IS a weird text from OW. Sounds like they broke up to me! And yes, she is too blind to see no one won.
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Now I am taking the opportunities. Even if it's the last time. At least I can say I did it.
This is GREAT!!
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A small part of me does worry about his dissappointment in me. Or thinking same old TOH
I thought the same things when I was trying to change. Then I realized sometimes I was changing things just to please him, to win him back. Other things that I changed for myself, I didn't worry if I was disappointing him.
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But trying not to dwell on those thoughts or let them direct my actions.
