Ok, I know I am suppose to be the peaceful warrior and all, but right now I cant. STBXH introduces his OW to the family then begins to push for D while I am finishing my chemo treatments. Well, today it feels like Karma just smacked him. While on his way to my house, he was not paying attention to the road and ran his small car right into the back of a SUV. Apparently it crushed the front of his car and broke the radiator....over $1000.00 in damage and he only has liability coverage.
When he called, I did not answer the phone. By the third call I answered and he wanted me to know he was ok. Here is the really sad part, I actually did not care if he was ok. I feel awful that I did not care, I prob should, but I didnt. All I kept thinking was "If you had to go to the hospital, I would not go and visit you." I hate that I feel this negative and will work to let go of the bad energy. Still, it does feel a bit like Karma.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
