Thanks peace- I am doing better...I want it to be because I am in complete control and what my H does or does not do does not effect me...I'm having some doubts that is the case though. I was doing just fine tonight but my H did call...the first call completely initiated by him in a week. He says he is coming over tomorrow to help me make spaghetti for 20 teenage boys (my S's water polo team). Should be fun but it's okay if he doesn't make it.
I am going to try to take a step back and find a little more of myself again. I think it would be good for me.
