Can't I Take Away All This Pain

[Sugar and Spice]

I can't believe the gall....

I was outside trying to repair the pool pump and H calls...to try and get me to invite him over for sex. So when I don't do it, he tries to make me feel guilty about it.

I'm serious, he is on a roll tonight. He has treated me like complete S*&T for the last 24 hrs (we won't even get into the last year) and is actually SERIOUS about thinking that I would just be ok with being a booty call.

I wonder if H would even start to have one ounce of respect for you if you stopped being available to him altogether

You know I'm not even sure that would do it at this point. He seems so caught up in being a "victim" that all it would do is make him feel even more "poor me"

I can't even fathom this right now. I guess how little he values me as a person and a woman, let alone a "friend" really just hit home and it hurts.