ROOT. Yes. Every day emotions for me are different. I have been dealing with a few things this week that made me come to the realization that I missed him. One is a huge family vacation xH's sibs are planning in June. I have been tagged in on the emails, even specially invited by his sister, saying everyone wants me there. I responded by saying that obviously xH has the first option of going, and I wasn't sure I could go even if he couldn't. She understands.
Ouch #1. My 'family' is not what it used to be, no matter how welcoming they are.
I was very stressed this morning with the girls and had nowhere to vent to.
Ouch #2. That everyday support is gone.
I am slowly getting a teeeeeny tiny bit lonely each night xH is gone.
Ouch #3. This is real. I am divorced, xH is moving on.
BUT...know this...xh NEEDS to be gone, if this is our situation. I wouldn't change that part.
So, I suppose, in hindsight, I am missing what I had, not what is today.
