Thanks for being concerned everyone. I'm ok, really. He just believes that he is done. He went out of his way to tell me so. Well, I'm still in the house and I don't intend to leave. He seems to think he has all the time in the world to drag his feet on this. It is starting to get so old.

I've made my share of mistakes in my M, I know I have, but I have owned up to them. So far he hasn't said word one about his mistakes because he is the one wronged here, he is the one that was hurt, and he is the one that just wants to throw away 26 years.

I am just trying to stay calm now and go about my business. Work is busy and stressful and it will keep me from going crazy. (I hope.) My faith is stronger than ever and I am going to put my faith in the Lord to resolve this sitch however he sees it best to work out.

I did melt down and cry this weekend, but he will not see that again from me unless I'm crying tears of joy over something. I've built a protective shell over my heart the last couple of days and he can't have it back without some significant effort on his part. I don't see that happening any time soon.

He wants to blame me for his poor relationship with his son is the worst thing, really. Because my son loses out here, he loses out on having a Dad he can count on.

If I don't have to work too late I may be on again later.

Just keep praying everyone.


Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08,
S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012!
Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.