i did have lots of laughs last night, had Zophias sitter laughing pretty good too. When i went to pick up my D, i spent almost 2 hours playing with just her and her friend, they could be twins, just doing whatever the girls wanted.
at one point i was wearing a pink wig, a scarf and fairy wings. and the biggest damn smile you could find. I played the Beast to their Belle and Sleeping Beauty. I was a table while they prepared their picnic on my back. I was operated on with a plastic sword and gave birth to an assortment of balls, blocks, toys, and .45 cents in change - I still cant figure out where the money came from. They made me wash my face in cold water, hot water, spaghetti, worms, bubbles and more worms. I saved them from the monster, and i was the monster. I was a horsey, a witch, a maid, a cheerleader and a wolf.
it was a full night, and i loved every second of it.
i must say, no matter how much pain i feel, how much i miss my beautiful little girl, how lonely i am when i'm not with her, through all of this, i have a much greater appreciation of my time with her than i probably would have had this not happened. When we're together we're TOGETHER, every second counts, no phones calls, no computers, just us.
"In a ham and eggs breakfast, the hen is involved, but the pig is committed".
