I did a little thinking. I think my relationship may be over. I'm disapointed but OK with it. This morning she was same as normal lately - pleasant - and seemingly fine with how our housemate relationship is. I'm going to take some time off working on our relationship and just live the regular daily routine. We've developed into such a distant personal relationship IMO that nothing will be missed or noticed. I'm eating myself up self pressuring about us, sex, etc... and think I need to give myself as well as her a break. No point trying if one of the partners is fine with things as they are and is ignoring the other spouses feelings or marital hopes/needs.
