I wish I had a magic wand so that I could stop reacting to H's bad moods. I always start off pretty strong, but it seems like he keeps pushing until he finds something that will finally hurt me enough so that I go off. This morning it was about how one of his brothers has some nerve to be judging him for his EA with skank, when he as been f'ing (for years)this other girl from where they both used to work.

When H is hurt or angry he can be so childish and mean. I love this BIL and his wife. I don't need to know this stuff, if it is even true. And, it probably is.

Sometimes he seems to take joy in throwing mud on my image of the world. He must be in a whole lot of pain.

Well, guess I should take my laptop up and start on my closet. If I can find a couple of bags of stuff for goodwill I should be able to go shopping \:\) I can check my laptop when I come up for air.

Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.

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