I have not posted in a few days. Nothing unusual to report. To reply to Gypsy, I have not done anything physical in a while. maybe that is the reason I am having difficulty shaking off the doldrums...or maybe it is because I just like to bask in it. Like some others on these boards, I am feeling the loneliness and I have to admit it I also miss my W. Our brief meetings (D7 dropoffs and phone conversations) seem to bring me back to better times. The fact that she has a new guy friend or screwed around and lied to me in the past year or so do not seem to be enough for me to drop the rope totally. At this point I am not even sure what it is that I am expecting. I am pretty screwed up..if a buddy of mine would tell me this, I would read him the riot act. I purchased D7's birthday gift yesterday....I may have gone a tad overboard....Wii....she has been talking about this since this past summer, I figure she deserves it. I guess we will be playing soem indoor sports soon.
