Yea we have been doing this for a long time (since mid 2006) but until the bomb, I just knew things weren't right and I was the cause. Always the cause no matter what. Then I found here after the bomb, finally realized my part but that I am not the reason for everything and recognized MLC.

Everyone says timeline doesn't really matter, for the end it probably doesn't but to see where it started, that all of the garbage I've been dealing with actually has a foundation, really helped me to cope. That and you guys. You have actually helped me to find me again. Thank you.

If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.