True, I had to laugh at your "going round and round" by the restaurant. I've done it myself on a dark night. Just think of it as a lesson in mlc. This is what your h is doing....going round and round and comes right back to the same place--unhappiness and seeking that illusive dream of happiness. I'm glad that you and your friend didn't have an accident and laughed about it....another lesson.....learning to laugh at your mistakes.
True, I'm glad that I can post to you and make you feel a bit better. Each and every poster needs to know that we all do care about them. I walked the path you are on many years ago and was so thankful for the friends that I made here and still have contact w/every week. The friendships that are made here will last a lifetime, for they are based on the trials and tribulations of day-to-day pain and suffering that we all have experienced from a spouse and/or companion that has walked away. True friendship is being there for someone and not being afraid to say what is on your mind and the other party willing to listen and take from the advice what is needed to work on the situation. It's a give and take and we all try to give and take here and hopefully, in time the rewards will be plentiful for all.
True, enjoy your week. I do hope that you find the job you are seeking. Keep your mind and heart open for when you least expect it, something of interest just may tumble onto your path for you to see.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
