Mike - I do know, believe me. I air what I'm feeling and what is going on, but it's still nice to be reassured. I actually feel I needed my outburst, she finally got what I really thought and all that built up frustration came out. The thing is, it doesn't actually matter that I reacted like that as I doing give a flying chit for her anymore. That she doesn't seem to get and I think she actually thinks I still want back in.
I don't often go on the other place, but maybe I should more.
Apologies for my language in the last few posts if they've offended anyone. I'm very angry right now and just type away as I think.
Hang in with me buddy, been great having you on from the off as we've been through similar behaviour and changes in ourselves and our lives. Same for others, the support here is great and I honestly think without it, I'd be in a much worse place.
