Ok good I thought so. And it wasn't me, God sometimes lays a person on my heart so I just follow up by asking how they are.

I know what your feeling. Man when I was around month 3-5 it was so so painful. Like we talked before I don't think the shock wears off til then and then the sorrow really sets in. The gym and walking will help. you would be much worse if you weren't staying active.

I know its prob really painful he didn't share the promotion with you. He is fogged out and it stops them from being a caring person. It doesn't excuse the behavior, that's just what it is unfortunately. Hopefully a day will come when he can apologize.

I am glad you get to go to CT. It will be nice for you. Keep walking when your there and maybe purchase a yoga DVD to take with you if your there for a few weeks.

Try to turn your thoughts as quick as you can. That's the only thing I felt helped besides just crying.

Me-38 H-38
Married 18years
Daughter-17 & Son-9
Discovery of EA/PA 4/23/08
Left home 5/08/08
Moved in with OW 08/01/08

The only rock I know that stays steady, the only institution I know that works is the family.
-- Lee Iacocca