Fish, on your last thread you mentioned this girl on November 3 which was your first date and it is now November 10 and she is the girl of your dreams. Hmm, your last dream R ended in July, which was about 3 months ago. What the heck have you learned in the last year? You're back to thinking with the wrong head again. Fish, it's OK to be alone for awhile, I just wish you'd give it a go. Find Fish and the rest will follow! If you keep looking for another woman fix to take care of your pain, then the pain will just keep on throbbing. Good luck to ya!