Two days of almost no contact with H. A very short convo when he called the boys tonight. He was sooo grumpy. Snapped at me for absolutely nothing. I should have let it go, but instead I pointed it out..."Don't know what's up with you, but there's no need to be ugly." He responded with a nasty, "I wasn't being ugly." I said, "Just thought I'd point it out to you in case you didn't know. You are being ugly for no reason for sure." He said (in a nasty tone), "Well, sorry then." I just said, "Okay. Goodnight." And, I hung up. I guess I do take comfort in knowing that whatever it was didn't come from here...he's not talked to me since Saturday, so, he can't be irritated at me!
I did get a phone call from the woman who's H died in June starting all this...the one who confirmed H's A with OW. I haven't talked to her since early August...she just kept wanting to talk about H and OW, and I just told her I couldn't be her friend if she was going to harbor so much anger at them (for work reasons...nothing to do with me...she covered for them for nearly 2 years).
It was strange to hear from her. She sounds like she's in a little better place than she was. She was going to a grief recovery group meeting tonight. That's good that she's gotten some help. She invited me to her b'day party in late November. I told her I'd have to see...I have the boys that weekend. I'm just not sure about being her friend. She knows too much about my life...stuff I don't even know. And, I certainly don't want to find out any more than I already know!!!
That's all I have. Had dinner with friends at Chick-fil-a tonight. Kids played in the play area. Mom and dad are coming for the school holiday tomorrow. H already indicated that he might not be able to make the football game tomorrow afternoon. He's got something for work that might not be over in time. I don't know if that's true or if he's just afraid to see my mom and dad!!! But, either way, S6 will be disappointed, and I guess H didn't tell him.
H did want me to approve his missing the game. That was a little strange. He went to some Veteran's Day program at the school today, so when he said he might miss the game, he reminded me that he had been at the program today. I just said, "H, you won't always be able to attend all the events. They'll understand that." Interesting that he cares that I think he's a good dad!
So, I've got to look around FB for TxMom. Having trouble. If you are out there, TxMom, help me out!!!
Love to all! Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!
