Two WAS's- is it really meant to be or walk away?

[Loving_Life]

Trixi- thanks for the PMA. I do have a myspace acct, and stbx is one of my friends- I'm not sure how often he checks myspace, but it wouldn't hurt to post some pics there! Nice idea!

On moving 2,000 miles away:
I'm halfway a WAS, who is reconsidering my M right now. I moved in w/ family in my new city so it was easy to do the move- and HUGE for my PMA and getting a new life. I moved to a better city for me(I moved to PNW from the midwest). When I left and moved away I had given up on our M. (Perhaps this was halfway DB in itself) Stbx and I had gotten in many fights and he wanted the D, so I said fine I want a D too. And if I'm 'single', I definitely want to live in a fun city where I've always wanted to live (PNW) :).

Part of me is still questioning if I really do want this R w. stbx - it would need to change from how it was for it to work. This is our second separation.

If he showed any sign of wanting to work things out yes I think I would go for it and not have these doubts. But as long as he's still 99% wanting the D, I have to question myself as to why I'm
DBing. It is helping me through GAL a lot. I've met so many new people and I'm having a blast!

That's pretty much where I'm at!