TxMom--I responded over in Infidelity. Just really feeling for you today. Sad you are having such a bad day when you seem to be doing so well overall. It is OK though and completely normal.
Originally Posted By: PM
this pain will eventually subside.
Hard to believe it right now, but it is true. Also, it is easy to doubt what you are doing when you are surrounded by this mess. Something I gathered from the other thread and didn't think about but it was touched on by someone, are the 180's you can show your H? You have a life, and H can see that. What 180's can you show him that will help you and leave him wondering? These are the out of character things that maybe you have always wanted to try, but haven't? Can you use this time as an opportunity to spread your wings a bit?

M42
S12/D9
T17/M12
Bomb 1 3/22/06
Bomb 2 7/11/08
Bomb 3 7/31/08
W Filed 8/1/08
D granted 12/17/08
D Finalized 1/29/09

A man who compromises his principles never had them in the first place.