Yes, I'm not prideful. I do not expect anything back from her. I expect her to keep running.
It sucks, but it's the way I feel.
I don't know what meaning is behind what she's been doing lately. It's like she lives two lives. The life away from this house, and the life when she is in this house.
Her love language is acts of service. she's been doing nice 'acts of service' for me lately. But she still keeps her distance, and she still has OM.
