I had the same question as Mike. And I think it's a question you may still need to be open to - trusting someone else often comes down to our willingness to trust ourselves and our decisions...so who knows...but still, I would say that for now and for the future, you have got to focus on your and your daughter.
Feeling that pain was good - I'm sure it didn't feel good - and it won't for a while - but there's just no other way to get it out of you - and make it stop controlling you.
Soon I hope we'll read more of your humor here...and more moments when you smile for no reason...though I know that you've always got one huge reason to smile - and she'll be a part of your life no matter what happens with the SBTX.
It must have felt great to get the compliment - welcome those moments into your life - I know I would...sometimes I wish I worked somewhere that required me to interact with more people...but it's the choice I've made - and so it's a kind of solitude I have to accept.
Sounds like you're doing great, Ken. Stay positive, stay strong - and love that little girl.
