I often find myself thinking about the day that I die....that hopefully THEN, all my feelings can be revealed to H. Maybe in a letter, maybe he'll find my diary, who knows...but if I ever go, I think I will go in peace, for I will have finally been able to tell him all that I can't right now.
Now of course, you will all think I'm a nutter !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
