I don't think the SEE themselves as having double lives...to be honest.
D7 just told me how happy her daddy is with ow. I choked. The sadness whirlwinded through my whole body ! All the what if's presented themselves...all the things I had wished for in my life and OUR life. What a shame it truly is. What a waste.... and for what???
I don't think it bothers me though, that he is like that, I guess on some level, I'm happy we still share a certain type of bond...
What else can we do, but be greatful for the best parts of all this.
Tonight I need to pray, pray for patience and understanding, pray to find it in me to realy truly forgive H and ow. Tonight will be another attempt at it...
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
