I will leave the door cracked open, but it's up to her to walk in.
She emailed me this morning. She said she had been missing the kids a lot over the weekend. I told her she is welcome to call or even stop by if that happens again.
I could tell she was trying to feel things out a bit. She mentioned that work was extremely busy. She tends to dive into work when she is stressed and thinking about things. This pattern including her mentioning being busy has been here throughout this ordeal. I paid here a compliment regarding work and told her I understand.
We wrote back and forth briefly about the kids. I also apologized that she felt I was avoiding her. I said that is not the case, I just have a lot going on right now.
She said she would call tonight.
I think I am seeing a pattern, It's like we have been here under these circumstances before. I recognize the way I acted last time and the mistakes I made.(expectations and pressure) now me going dim is totally different.
