In a strange way it helps that I ask God to take over the load for the night so that I might " see or hear" what he wants me to do. I am not overly religious but I have faith and it makes feel not so alone. He hasn't shown me the way out of this yet, maybe he is just as boggled as I am. kat
He will, you just have to give it to him and let him take it. Sounds like a plan. (((hugs)))
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option